And It’s over

He left for Mexico and I’m supposed to get in my car and go somewhere… I’m already in hell, where else is there to go? It was the most loveless goodbye I have ever received from someone. He gave a big bear hug with the intensity of someone wanting to hug a leper and said, “Goodbye Erin. I have to go.” He is such a slime ball. He makes my skin crawl. When did his heart turn black? He has no emotion, no love. He has killed me inside and doesn’t even have any remorse. I can’t wait until karma comes calling. Someone will do the same thing to him, and he’ll probably get left at the alter. He’s not capable of loving anyone. I will never go through this again.